星期六,23、06、2007, 晴
 
剛才華麗台在播那套'人生路上'的DOCUMENTARY,這次是由羅蘭為主的單元,是講她到羅馬,梵帝岡見教宗的。
 
當我吃完飯,坐下來看時,剛好是羅蘭在講她媽媽去世后的生活和心情,她說到其實父母是一直在陪伴我們的,而不是我們在照顧他們的。所以我們應該在他們還在生的時候好好的陪伴他們。
 
我看著這段的時候,突然好想老爸哦。。。。。。
 
老爸是在我21歲那年病逝的,而我和老爸真正有著父女溝通應該是在19歲那年吧,也就是說大概只有兩年多的時間啦!
 
我和老爸的感情和一般的人的一樣,很少和他講心事,也很害怕他罵人的樣子,因為老爸是作警察的,所以看起來會更兇。
 
記得老爸一直都不喜歡我的第一個男朋友,他說他對我不是真心的,我不信老爸的話,結果真的受傷了。。。印象最深刻的就是他替罵那個打電話來騷擾我的前男朋友,和管接管送我上下班一年以防那人會再來騷擾我。
 
而一年后,我第一天自己駕車上班就遇到晴爸了,嘻嘻,有緣吧,而我也很興奮因為老爸很喜歡晴爸,同時也很接受他,但是很遺憾的是老爸沒能親手把我交給晴爸。
 
還有一件事是我畢生難忘的,就是老爸罵我,說我很傲慢,當時他是用英文罵我的(老爸是KADAZAN人,平時他是用客語和我們談話的,但時當他罵人的時候就一定會用英文,較流利嘛) 當時我們是在車上的,他對我說 :'Sam, you must change your attitude, you are too arrogance, or else you will ended up nothing compare to all your cousins.'
 
也就因為他這一段話,我開始主意我自己的脾氣 (雖然還是挺難頂的,但是怎樣都比以前好的多)因為我不要成為 the one that ended up nothing compare to all my cousins.  Maybe I am not the best amongst all of us and at least I got somethings instead of nothing (I am one of them that hold a University degree qualification oh )
 
老爸也有可愛的地方哦,他常說女孩子要會喝酒,不然會很’虧本'哇!所以就在我18歲那年教我喝酒,記得他讓我喝的第一種酒是TAQILA,他還教我要配鹽喝哦!哈哈!
 
老爸生病時,心情很差,他是在KL的SJMC去世的,平時只有媽咪和二哥在那陪他,而我和大哥在中間分別去過KL探老爸兩次。到老爸病危時,我,大哥,晴爸(那時還是男朋友),大表姊,姑姑和姑丈分三班飛機趕到KL看老爸的最后一面,而頑固的老爸雖然已處在不清醒的狀況,但也堅持等到我們全都到齊,聽過我們的聲音后才肯離開我們。
 
老爸已經離開我們十二個年頭了,相信他一直都在看著我們成長的,照顧著我們和保護著我們。

 
DADDY, I LOVE YOU FOREVER。
 
 
 
哇!當年的我真的很年輕啊!!

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Monday, 11/6/2007, Sunny
 
It has been a long time I completed a 1000 pieces puzzle.  If I'm not wrong should be before I have Qing.
 
I bought this box of puzzle on my May trip to Kuala Lumpur, they said on the box is the smallest puzzle in the world, and the price was acceptable to me, so I got it for myself.
 
 
Sorry, tried to make the photo in the correct position, just can't do it.

 
This is the comparison between a normal size puzzle and the smallest puzzle in the world.

This is what I did after 4 hours of sitting in-front of the dinning table yesterday.

When I get back from work, I start the puzzling again after the bath Qing and myself, stop for 45 minute for dinner and completed the puzzle on 10pm.

I used around 7.5 hours to complete this 1000 pieces world's smallest puzzle.


This is the finish look of the world's smallest puzzle for 1000 pieces.

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Friday, 08/06/2007, Sunny

Qing Po Po brought Qing to Babagon, Penampang to buy pineapple today.

When they are in the car on the way to Babagon, a little joke happened, these are the conversation between Qing and her 'Tai Yi Po' (my mum's sister) :-

Qing : Tai Yi Po, where are we going?

Tai Yi Po: We are going to Babagon.

Qing: Babagon?

Tai Yi Po: Yes, Qing. We are going to Babagon.

Qing: We go to Babagon to look for Daddy? Then where is Mamagon, I want to look for Mummy too!

When my aunt told me this story, I laughed until my tear drop!

Later, after they bought the pineapple, Qing continue her conversation with her Tai Yi Po :-

Qing: Tai Yi Po, are we going to Mamagon now?

Tai Yi Po: No, we are going home now.

Qing: No, I want to go to Mamagon, I want to look for Mummy!

Tai Yi Po: We go to QingQing-Gon, ok?

Qing: No, don't to go to QingQing-Gon, is mine!!!!

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星期二, 05、06、2007, 雨

昨晚放工后又有新FUND的BRIEFING, 一搞就搞到整七點。因為已經早安排AUNT給晴兒洗澡和吃飯,我就決定放縱自己,奢侈一下,享受了一個小時的個人時間。

當我一個人坐在WAWASAN PLAZA的KFC, 吃著那美味的HOT § SPIOCY時, 突然覺得作了媽媽后,一個人的時間變成了奢侈品, 而不再是理所當然的了!!! 

有時好想要點私人時間,讓晴婆婆照顧一下晴兒,但是總是末能盡情的享受那段時間,因為過的有點罪惡感。

慶幸我有個好媽媽,晴兒的好婆婆。。。。一個星期裡都會收留晴兒兩晚在她那兒過夜,讓我有充足的個人時間。

去年就算是晴兒在婆婆家過夜時,我都一定會過去看她,但自日本回來后, 每次我要回家時,她都要吵著一起回, 所以我們決定要就不去看她, 不然就是待她睡了我們才回家。

現在我還是會過媽媽家看晴兒, 除非是約了晴爸看戲,還是到MARIE FRANCE作TREATMENT,或是和同事聚餐啦, 不然一定會到。

作了媽媽才知道原來我們的奢侈品不是名牌包包還是首飾, 而是個人時間!

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星期二, 05、06、2007, 雨

晴兒有個壞習慣, 就是當她要尿尿時,不喜歡和我們講, 特別是在她玩的入神時, 如果我們沒帶她上廁所,就會尿褲褲。。。。。

剛才晴兒對我說 :'媽咪, 我尿尿了'

我摸摸她褲子, 真的濕了!!!哎呀!! 為什麼沒和媽咪說啊!!!!

'帶媽咪到妳尿尿的地方!!!!'

結果。。。晴兒帶我到她的POTTY,告訴我說 :'媽咪, I 尿尿here!!!'

OMG!!!!!  晴兒竟然穿著褲褲尿到她的POTTY!!!

又有一件大任務要完全了, 得再給晴兒一個INTENSIVE POTTY TRAINING了!!!!

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She walked across the line and still can't get the ball into the hole, hahaha


There is the Safari Adventures in KLCC when we were there, so we let Qing try out all the six games in the adventures.

Little Qing managed to win complete 3 games (with Qing Ma help a bit) and she enjoyed it a lot.

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These are the sweetest moment that I captured during our holiday in KL :)

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We went there twice on last KL trip, but just can't make the ride for Qing, so I make sure she got the ride this time.

These are the action by Qing during our KL Holiday......

She know how to pose now when I take photo for her, our girl is growing......

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It was a co-incident that Uncle Philip also at KL on that day we arrived KL, so we met up with cousin Jones, Ling & Phonsa at Overseas Restaurant (but I forgot to take photo during the dinner) here are some of the photos I took during our dessert time - durian.

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